hey everyone it has been such a long time since i have had the pleasure of coming to the "bar" i have been working 10 hour days 6 days a week......plus i got my own place and haven't gotten around to getting a computer and stuff though i am working very hard on it......life sure is crazy huh.......well at least mine is...i have a drama free life but that is because i have cut myself off from the outside pretty much i work and sit by myself most of the time in my little apartment dreaming of a life i know i will never have not because of my standards being to high just because it just seems that it is not in the cards for me to have the life i want.....but my life i feel will never be any worse off than it already has been in the past so i just look back at where i was and thank the lord above for where i am now................. i will try my best to update every once in a while when i have time ..... forever and a day candida
