Craftmaker Melly's blog: "just because"

I went to the doctor today. He told me I had high blood pressure. Ok nothing new ive been dealing with it for years now. Over 4 years actually. Now he put me on meds for it. I also have to check it two to three times a week. I am now watching my salt intake. If there is anyone that has any more ideas on how to get and keep blood pressure down. Please email or sb me and let me know. It would mean alot to me. I already have pills due to my disability that I will have to be on for the rest of my life. I do not want to add to that list if it can be helped. The sooner I can get off of these pills and lower my blood pressure the better off I'll be and the happier I will be.

If youve been trying to push me out of the site if youve been trying to make me delete my fubar account. Guess what, NOT GONNA HAPPEN! Try all you want. You dont have to talk to me, I dont have to be on your friends list, heck for all I care you could hate my guts. But, no matter what you will never force me to delete fubar. I am here to stay. Ive gotten rid of 3 fubar accounts. I WILL NOT let anyone add number 4 to that. I'm not sorry I loved you. I'm sorry i still do only because I know its not what you want. I will never regret meeting or loving you. But I also will not let you push me away from my friends and people who really do care about and love me. I'm sorry however that you did have to meet me. I am sorry that I wasted your time. I am sorry that I ever thought you really did love me. But I will never be sorry for knowing and loving you and my time with you will never be a waste of time in my eyes. So, try all you want. This is how I will always feel. That will never change. So stop trying or keep trying to push me away. Either way it does not matter to me. Because the end will always be the same. Im not leaving the site for anyone.