The first time we talked there was something about you…. As we talked on the phone you had my full attention hoping you would say those words…
The next day when I got to hang out with you was more than I ever expected… When I looked into your eyes I knew there was nowhere else I wanted to be…. Lying in your arms I realized that I might never get the chance to feel this way again.. So I decided that if being with you and hangout with you was a risk then I was willing to take it…
After I left hat night so many thoughts ran through my mind.. I wondered if you were feeling exactly the same way I was…? I wanted to know what it was that was going on inside your head….I was hoping that what I was feeling was more than just butterflies in my tummy…
I spent the whole night/ nights thinking what would happen next… I realized that nothing was like I ever expected it to be..
Once I figured out what was truly going on inside my heart.. There were so many things that I wanted to say to you… I wanted to let you know how much you truly meant to me…I wanted to tell you that I wasn't sure if I could make it without you…
But, at first I just couldn't find that words to say exactly how I feel… I was afraid to let you know that you had found a way inside… I'm worried that if I let you know how I feel… But, I took a risk and let you know how much you truly meant to me…
Now that you know how I feel I'm so scared that you'll just fade away… But no matter what happened I want you to know something I need you to know that I would never trade you for anything… I would take a thousand painful moments just to spend the rest of my life with you….. What ever decision you make/made I will always cherish all the memories that we had...
