How do things get to where they are? How is it that things can seem alright, then go ssooo wrong? And without you even noticing? Why is it that at that pivital moment, it doesn't seem to matter? Is it really that seconds after it all goes down, the saying becomes true?
Do we really miss them, or the thought of them? Can you really care for someone though you are in love with another?
Or is it all the years you spent together, laughing, driving aimlessly, giving advice and just being there?
But it all comes down to, how can you even think of hurting when you knew it was coming? And is that the reason you just let them go? Or is it just that you are tired of life. Tired of fighting, tired of thinking and feeling. Tired of being here. Tired of worrying, tired of everyone liking you and no one loving you.Tired of thinking you are right, just to have everyone say it won't work. Do you just let go? Because you know you can't beat the odds?
Or because you know you aren't worth it.
