Uniquely ME's blog: "Poems"

 A feeling came over me tonight

one i didn't want and wish would go

 It filled me with sorrow, pain and fright

something I never thought would happen

 I trembled, shivered and shook with tears

I opened my heart and took you in

 held you there and dreamed of the years

and in one night you shut me out

 the words you spoke, true but fierce

don't worry, you left no doubt

 My heart it shattered, but will mend

though the feelings are there, I love you

 I wish you the best, my friend

 Feelings change

develope and grow

 people rearange

distance, run with the flow

 some lives diverge

stray from the heart

 But ours converged

i don't want to be apart

 You are so special to me

what i wanted, I have found

 You're everything I want you to be

I hate when you aren't around

 I feel that we were meant

for eachother

 Like two missing pieces

fitted together

 My ins are your outs

my wants are your haves

 I forsee no doubts

we have joined our paths

 without you I don't know

what I would do

 You're fabulous, amazing

I MISS YOU!

 You came into my world

unexpected, at best

 My put ups, you've unfurled

my doubts you've laid to rest

 Kisses so sweet

words so amazing

 Touches, so deep

I can't explain how you phase me

 the thoughts you have me thinking

the things u have me doing

 the dreams that I am dreaming

I just don't see me losing

 you have brought me out

 taken me back to me

 Shown me what love's about

you just might be

 Who I bet you are

you are with me

My soulmate, my shining star.

 Will somebody save me

pull me from my wreckage

 And just help me

ignore all the damage

 Anenjoy holding me

 Will anyone save me

care enough to stop my pain

 Truely trust me

forsee our future gain

 And beleive in me

 Will you save me

forgit indiscretions

 And laugh with me

put behind depressions

 And respect me

 Will you love me?

 Things change

people rearange

 But it's always the same

yet time doesn't rearange

 And people never change

but we stay in this game

 we modify what we don't like

bitch about what we don't accept

 And turn on friends in spite

why not sit back and reflect?

 think about what you've done

remember places you've gone

 sad stories you've sung

people you have wronged.

 what kind of life do you live?

do you take in

 As much as you give

I think you live in SIN

 Call your names

play your games

 But don't judge me

YOU'RE JUST LIKE ME

 Words are spoken

tears begin to fall

 Dreams are broken

and the heart rests on the edge of it all

 The bond is gone

future looking bleak

 Dreading the impending dawn

devoid without the love we seek

 We made the choices that we did

thought the worst in our head

 Lived the lives we've lived

stubling on words we said

 Imagined better days

getting lost in the past

 Said the same thing a million ways

and always ended up last

 Never matters what's different

the result is always the same

 Heart's at the edge, tottaly spent

completely tired of this game

 When words are spoken

and tears begin to fall

 The dreams are broken

hearts rest on the edge of it all

 the imagined better days

getting lost in the ast

 Repeating things a million ways

still ending up last

 Because we made the choices that we did

thinking stupid things in our head

 Living the lives we've lived

stumbling on words unsaid.

 Am I falling

or am I flying

 Am I living

or am I dieing

 How am I to know

when I turn and you're not there

 Which way do I go

what road is more fair

 My life opens before me

while another closes behind

 I open my eyes but can't see

what I expect to find

 I look up, but see down

still I know I will achieve

 I reach for you but you're not around

and the world's still there before me

 I am falling

and yet i'm flying

 I'm still living

though a part of my is dieing

 I'm lost without you

but i've found me

 my heart is blue

though my mind is free.

It's my life

falling and spiraling

 This is my time

living and dieing

 You held my hand

you dragged me down

 you lifted me 

to higher ground

 you owned my heart

I believed what you said

 As I fell  apart

you fucked with my head.

 Tearing back and ripping skin

seek the pieces 

 Deep within

drowning soul

 Can't seem to find

any reason as to why

 FLOODING MIND

 I gave you my all

you threw it back at me

 Standing,  as I fall

seeping dreams,  it'll never be

 Laying before you

  EXPOSED

Here for the taking

Didn't say no   DISPOSED

 Gripping my hand

you tore me down

 You left me 

lying on the ground

 You scorned my heart

I heard what you said

 As I blew apart

you fucked with my head

 You see the hurt in my eyes

but can you feel my pain

 As you cover me in lies

from you I must refrain

 You will be my demise

 You hold my hand

you drag me down

 To your heartache

I am bound

 You have my heart

'til the day i'm dead

 Though we're apart

you're in my head.

To ourselves, we are true but in time, we slip away Become someone new someone we don't want to stay When people start to change they move on, try something new The world begins to rearange and life changes with you To become someone better you reach out to the unknown Seeking the things that matter finding a place to call home I don't want to travel this alone please let down your gaurd Why should we go on our own I know we are both scarred Lean on me, i'm here for you whatever you need, I'll do Be there for me, care for me to I've been there I've felt your pain It's never fair We must regain we can have all we seek If we do it together Future's are no longer bleak I have a partner in this endeavor You lean on me because i'm here for you Everything you need I do you're ther for me You care for me to Becoming someone better We reach out to the unknown seeking the things that matter Finding a place to call home.

Eat me beat me bite me spite me suck me fuck me blow me slowly love me.