wow an interesting day. I keep finding more depth to myself and its kinda strange. I was sitting here wondering how people are cruel and out of the blue someone just shows kindness for no reason. It got me thinking of how I have been to some people. Maybe short fused sometimes but other times i can be the upbeat cheerful bastard i usually am. I just hate the way society is going these days. Out for themselves, hateful, and makes me feel hopeless about the future for all of us. Love is not as mysterious as some believe. I think whats more mysterious is the way alot of people use it to get what they want, and how they can use it to keep others hanging on. I have often been screwed over, but im not giving up on it yet. I know its there for me and ill die waiting for it to show its true face.
Why cant we be each others saviors instead of looking to an empty sky for it? Why do we have to hate in order to be happy? When will we learn that its ok to let go? Hope i find at least one answer soon....
