XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "poetry"

I won't wear my mask today 
i'll let my grief show 
I won't wear my mask today
 i'll let the tears flow 
I won't wear my mask today .
. I really have to grieve
I miss you more you more then words can conceive 


Some days in the calender just seem so black 
there's nothing i wouldn't do to have you back ... 
I'ts not always fun to be a motherless child .. 
To wander , and get lost  .. and there's not always someone around 


So true is saying you don't what you have till its gone 
but now i see it .. 
Mothers Day .. is no fun without you .. even though its my day too 
I don't want to smile . i just wan't to cry .. 
Hide from the sun till the pain goes away .. 

But each i find i always have to find something do to do .. 
But i don't for a moment stop thinking about you ...