I smile I laugh I cry
I break I fall apart I fall
I hold back the tears
I hold my breath
But the feelings still stay
Jumbled in my head
Making me dizzy
Seeing stars around my head
Loneliness sadness happiness
It surrounds me it embodies me
With it I live, Because without it, I'd forget
It involves my entire soul, my heart, my mind
Tears stream down my face
I wipe them from my cheeks
I close my eyes and embrace it
And yet I smile
The sun shines thru dark clouds
Shadows all around, swallowing the ground
Quiet, silence, peaceful, yet sad
So there I stand
Tears dried upon my cheeks
A soft smile, a tender glow in my eyes, a distant look
I wish, I hope, I know, no , I feel
You here with me still
This moment, will always be here in my heart.
