i sit here in silence.
no words you will hear.
i am scared for if i speak,
no one will hear me.
i sit here in silence waiting.
i know you don't hear me if i speak.
for if i speak you will not care.
i feel that is how we live.
sitting in silence.
not to speak for if i do,
you will not hear me.
you won't even care.
i'm not bitter.
i just wish you would listen.
for when i do speak,
i have a lot to say.