babydull's blog: "i need a new addiction"

Give me a man of substance that I can turn to at any time and get my fix. Like a true junkie, I know that he'll always be there when ever I need him. If I try to stand on my own and times get too hard, I'll have no problem running back to him. And also someone who will never judge me if I do. Someone who will inject me with love and affection and when I come down, I know I will always be in a safe place. Someone that my friends say "You are spending too much time" with and that I need to "lay off" of. Someone to blow all of my money on and would sell all of my worldly possessions just to have a little bit more of. Someone that I would crave when I first wake up in the morning and ultimatley need to have at least a couple of times a day. Someone who will leave me with a lifetime high and I will grow to love more and more each day. But this man of substance must want to do all of these things with and for me also. We would feed each others addiction and be content with knowing there is no other kind of intoxicant out there for either of us. I'm looking for a substance abuse problem. Any suggestions?

I've got one hand on the bottle, and the other in the sky. Singin' "Praise Be to Jesus, our Lord up on High." I've got one foot on the ledge, and the other walkin' by. I'm not ready to go but I ain't scared to die. I filled up my pockets with memories and wine. I gave to my best friend, I gave him my life. I'm headed out the door now, I'm not sure where to go. I'll throw some dust in the wind and then I'll head down that road. Gimme back my life. Gimme back my life, oh Lord. It seems way too hard, and I'm losing to the tides. I'm not ready to go but I ain't scared to die.

To choose to partake in such a risky indulgence shows a great deal of bravery that could lead to convulsions. Please read the dangers that list on the label, cause if you do not you may not be able. Let's start with the rim; shall it be salty or sweet? For me its the sugar for my lips to meet. This choice is not hard, its all about your taste, its only the start, the alpha you shouldn't waste. Or do you prefer nothing to assist in the flavor? For you its the liquor that you want to savor. Next is the body, the hardest choice I think. The consistency of the liquid in which you will drink. Frozen, crushed ice, on the rocks with some class? One million different ways to pour the same choice in a glass. This choice I will not dwell on, its one every person must make. (If you want to please me, on the rocks with a shake.) Now I am not one to judge people who are a little bit picky, but adding all those fruity flavors just gets way to sticky. Just keep it simple for now, you've got a long way to go. Don't burn yourself out, drink it all in nice and slow. Savor the flavor in which you've created. Appreciate those choices that make you elated. Remember the liquor, use only the best. To enjoy the most out of it requires you to leave the rest. So relax and drink up, but don't fall from grace. Let them all wonder how you can keep a straight face. Tell them "This is my creation, the drink of my choice and I only listened to My own voice." Your life is your choice to do whatever you choose. Go out and create your own special booze.

In the night, skin collides with endless opportunity and teasing touch. No words are spoken. Loves' memory is all that is wanted. Breathe in the soul of that night's treasure, the pursuit of an empty hearts happiness. Embrace the body that gives such pleasure, draped in sheets and bound to his kiss. Intoxicating, the memory, there is no escape from you. Moments of blinding passion allow sight of the truth. Shattered thoughts of rekindled romance, only a feeling of old flame can ignite that universe. Inches away and worlds apart, the bed has now grown cold. Yet touching of fingertips leads to caresses of skin and I can feel myself getting pulled back in... …and the night begins again.