i tried. i tried to keep myself under control. i tried to keep myself together enough. i'm never enough.
ghost broke up with me tonight.
i'm stuck out in the middle of nowhere in illinois with an exboyfriend that i'm completely in love with and no idea how to get home if i can even go home.
i'll never be enough for anyone.
never sane enough. never self sufficient enough.
i'm dead already. my body just doesn't know it yet.