Kinkstar Sin's blog: "Sin's Domain"

Ghost and i were not ready for the step we took by living together in illinois. We both had things that we need to work out in our own psyches, mine more than his, i'm sure. I have a lot of work to do ahead of me. i have med switches and therapy, and i'm hoping i maintain the strength to continue through all of it.

Ghost and i have decided to try things from another standpoint. a relationship that hopefully will go back to resembling what it started as. the relationship that drew us together in the first place. talking together, and being there for one another without it being at the expense of ourselves. i do love him and i do know why i had to leave where i was living, but there is that part of me that is hoping that i will be able to be with him at some point in the future in the capacity that we originally intended. where we are both working towards a future together that makes sense to both of us, where we are not sacrificing ourselves in order to do so.

i know alot of people believe i'm not ready to be in a relationship at all, and at times, i am one of them. i know he's not entirely sure that he is ready to be in one either. but i'm always one for chasing my dreams, and right now, he's a dream that i do not want to let die.

thoughts?

~sin