There's so much stress..
My life is a mess.
All the shit I have been through.
I thought I would be getting better..
But all I'm left with is anger.
I still can't fetter my brain to get around you.
But I'm still through with you.
My angry consumes me.
This isn't how it's supposed to be.
My hate is has brought me this nine.
If I could only find the rounds....
there they are.
I told you that your time will come.
But not with me.
(the gun is loaded)
I said shut the fuck up....
You keep talkin....
Now you'll pay the price..
Especially for your lies.
The voice in my head says to silence your noise.
Go ahead here's my phone...Call your boys.
They can't help you.
Or what you'll see...
The gun is in my hand....
I can't stop myself ....
I feel like I'm the only man.
That can stop this....
You've got to know I'm pissed.
I'll get you out of the trunk...
Slap you around cause your a punk.
Is this what you want..I point the gun at myself.
I squeeze the trigger...BANG....
I'm not dead.....you are ......
