XkazXThe Poet's blog: "The Poetry..."

There's so much stress.. My life is a mess. All the shit I have been through. I thought I would be getting better.. But all I'm left with is anger. I still can't fetter my brain to get around you. But I'm still through with you. My angry consumes me. This isn't how it's supposed to be. My hate is has brought me this nine. If I could only find the rounds.... there they are. I told you that your time will come. But not with me. (the gun is loaded) I said shut the fuck up.... You keep talkin.... Now you'll pay the price.. Especially for your lies. The voice in my head says to silence your noise. Go ahead here's my phone...Call your boys. They can't help you. Or what you'll see... The gun is in my hand.... I can't stop myself .... I feel like I'm the only man. That can stop this.... You've got to know I'm pissed. I'll get you out of the trunk... Slap you around cause your a punk. Is this what you want..I point the gun at myself. I squeeze the trigger...BANG.... I'm not dead.....you are ......

Tonight.... I'm a give it to you.. You know that for sure. I give you everything that I am... Now and forever I am yours Try not to be over come.... This isn't the time for you to refrain ... Give me your all.. Work me like never before... Make my jaw hit the floor With pleasure. I will make you quake... This I vow with my name at stake. I give you all of me .... My hands wander over your body... It may seem shotty because the territory is new to me.. But with every minute I will make you see... With every touch your body will shutter.... Melt like butter with the kiss of my lips. Ecstasy felt between you and I ...like fire from the sun. Burns deep into the soul... And when we reach our peek neither of us are able to speak.

I knew the first time I saw you I was in love. I looked in your eyes And I knew you where mine. I touched your soft skin.. I gazed at your smile... You had me wrapped around your finger. I thanked your mother for giving you life. I knew before I met you that I would die for you. I heard your voice Only in my dreams..... I see that your real now. You have changed my life ..... For better or worse I am yours. That's when I knew... I am your daddy.

You have problems So do I.... The stress of life takes it's toll.. Your job or jobs demand your time... If you have kids or a significant other they need the rest. Where do you turn? When you run out of patients.. Run out of courage, strength. Where do you turn When you have nothing left to give. Where do you turn? Do you let your soul burn Spoil with hate. Do you turn your back on everyone and everything. What do you do when life gives you lemons? Make lemonade or is it to sour? I never give up because that's what I was taught. I was shown that there's always a way... And when I run out ... Even when I dig a little deeper And come up with dust. I turn to my teacher.. The one who showed me just who I am. I turn to the one who made me. I turn to my best friend..... And whether she believes it or not ... I turn to my mom.

In the beginning things were wonderful. Life was great. But it was to my dismay a destructive thought Behind in my mind. A mistake I made once given the chance to shine was given in treachery. So the thoughts you had and the things were done. I'M THROUGH WITH YOU!! Please don't cry ......Don't give me Your boo hoos. I can't stand the sight of you!!!! Get away from me Bitch!!! Before you make me give your a stitch. or two Fuck that ...Go ahead cry your boo hoo. Cause I can't stand you ... Conniving, irresponsible, pitiful child.. I you won't find my revenge mild Your so shitty, slow down ..don't get too close to me I may cut off your left titty, sow you up from pussy lips to ass. If you think that's all..you have me all wrong. I'll ruin you in the worst way. So you say " I can't touch you" Fuck you and your rep. You act like a revolving door...letting everyone hit. That's all the ammo I need. Don't plead with me, cause you can't win. What you did in gods eyes was a sin and I'll dine on your flesh...Try me. And I'll exact my slow revenge. I have all the time. "Yes you are mine" When I'm done you'll want to DIE.