I have never felt so alone,
Never thought I could disappear,
From the eyes of those,
I assumed cared.
I wish I could still run,
Run to them,
Hide behind them.
I wish I had someone to talk to,
Someone to share my fears with.
When I needed to cry, I hid
From the faces I loved and cared for the most.
I hid and ignored feelings to hide what i dread most.
I have never felt so alone,
Never thought I could disappear,
From the eyes of those,
Who almost cared.