Jelousy consumes me and becomes my best friend.
You're not worth my tears I try to hide or anything else inside.
All though you say that you do, you don't show that you care.
I can't do this, i don't wanna feel this jelousy creeping up inside.
You're not here, you never want to be.
We spend no time together, yet you can with every other.
Once i had faith in us, now it seems that i cant trust you and almost grow to hate you.
I feel as if my soul is bleeding and pleeding just to get through to you, but i see that you do not care.
We can not look at each other, we can not talk, and although i dread and do not want to know it, i know that it's over.
It's not over because i say or even want to think it, but because you choose it with every word you do not say, and every action you make.
I don't wanna know that it's over but that's the way you choose it to be
