Have you ever felt like no matter what you do it's not good enough or that it will never be enough? Today is one of those days....the day that I look at my son and wonder if I should still give him up for adoption or if he would be better off with me. I can't provide him with everything he needs and it sucks because I wish I can. I don't think I am the best mother in the world and doubt myself all the time, but am I really able to do this? I don't make enough money to pay rent or any of my other bills, how am I going to be able to take care of him? I swear I hate days like these.....
