I really hate being in love with someone. Today has been a real frustrating day. I wish I could just punch him in the face. I let my guard down with him and told him almost everything about me. Hell we have been together for 7years and just had our 3 child yet he has been playin to many games. I get everyone has there way of passing time, but does it have to really include other women. Do you have to use my weaknesses and play on them? Now I have called him out on them and told him its over, that he cant have me and them also. He can't have his cake and eat it also. Not with me. Makes me wounder, y stick around so long, and keep having kids with me if he really didnt love me. Damn it, I hate loving him. I told him to pack his shit and get out this morning, yet he thinks I'm kidding, I don't think I was laughing. He can go be with the bitch he keeps talking to, hell I'll pack his dirty clothes up and give them to her myself. They both have bipolar so they can live in wounderland together, I'm tired of being in his twisted reality anyway.
