restless
I sometimes feel lost...lost within myself. Not sure what way it is up.
Limbo....Why does it always feel like Limbo?
A childhood game that I loved so much and now Fear like the Dark of Night but Crave for the excitement. That deep feeling in the pit of your belly. Love, Hate, Hurt, Pain, Confusion, Excitement. That hot burning feeling like you are about to lose Everything. But you still know deep in your heart that life Will go on. You hurt, you cry, you get anger....All for what? I think it's cause we like that excitement. That feeling of the unknown. Like walking the halls of a dark haunted house in the middle of the night. Wanting to see that ghostly figure but scared beyond our wits. Heart pounding. Body shaking. Almost Ecstasy...Almost.
Random Poem...Dated...11/05/2006 ~S~L~L~
