WiccanMomma's blog: "Slow"

Yes it's true... I love my boyfriend very much! I really hope he knows that. I miss him when he is not here. I love to be held by him when he is here. I look forward to seeing him every chance I get.

was starting out okay.... I got a call from my Mom telling me that my oldest Brother is in Cali. That is just Awesome. He is Home Safe from the War! Thank you God!! I can't stop crying. I'm so happy he is safe. I feel like I can breath now. He's been missed soooo much. So now all we gotta do is wait a week or so till he gets Home Home. In PA. They better not take to long cause I can't wait to see him and give him a big HUG. So after hearing that news I then hear a crash in the house. I turn and look and my oldest is climbing up my corner shelf (were she shouldn'e be) were I keep the few treasured nick-nacks and sentamental things I own. One being my porcelain Fiary Doll that holds much meaning to me. She looks at me and says, "Your Doll." "OMG" I'm thinking, "Please don't be broken!!" No such luck. BOTH legs broke off!!! Missing tiny pieces so even if I get her glued back together she will never be prefect again. I know it's just a material thing but she can't be replaced. They don't make her anymore. But I guess like everything else in my life....nothing stays perfect forever. So I sit here and cry in happeness and sad. Hurting either way. Hope tomorrow will be a better day. Please God let tomorrow be a better day.

restless I sometimes feel lost...lost within myself. Not sure what way it is up. Limbo....Why does it always feel like Limbo? A childhood game that I loved so much and now Fear like the Dark of Night but Crave for the excitement. That deep feeling in the pit of your belly. Love, Hate, Hurt, Pain, Confusion, Excitement. That hot burning feeling like you are about to lose Everything. But you still know deep in your heart that life Will go on. You hurt, you cry, you get anger....All for what? I think it's cause we like that excitement. That feeling of the unknown. Like walking the halls of a dark haunted house in the middle of the night. Wanting to see that ghostly figure but scared beyond our wits. Heart pounding. Body shaking. Almost Ecstasy...Almost. Random Poem...Dated...11/05/2006 ~S~L~L~

I don't want anyone to think that I am ignoring them cause I have not stopped by there page or left them some love. My computer is very slow and every page I go to takes forever to load. I wish I had more time to sit online and share some love with each and everyone of you but I can't. I'm lucky I get the little bit of time I do online. With 3 kids it's amazing I get any time at all lol. So consider this my way of spreading some love to everyone all at the same time. Thanks to all the people that have added me as there friend. It's great to get to know you all...slowly but surely lol. When I get the chance I will stop by your page and leave you a comment. I'm sorry also that I can't get through everyones pics. Some of you have tons of them and I would love to drop you some 10's. I will do what I can. Much love to all of you. xoxoxoxox
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