thasupadiva or just plain DA DIVA's blog: "I Can't..Originally written on 8/21/08"

I have never asked much

I have never wanted much ....

I have never thought as myself as being selfish ....

I was told that I give 1000% of myself but never get the same in return....

I can’t help that, it’s just the way that I am, do I get hurt as a result of giving so much? ....

More times than not, yes. ....

I can’t help but give 1000% that’s just me, anyone that knows me knows this to be true....

I grew up with I love you’s, hugs, and kisses everyday growing up ....

I can’t help that I say I love you, for one when I say it MEAN it, and the second reason is I’m not promised tomorrow and if I leave this earth today at least you know that I love you....

I can’t help that even though I may be mad at the moment or hurt, my feelings never change....

I don’t like hurting people, especially those I love that is the last thing I want to do ....

And when I find out that I have and of course not intentionally ....

I carry that burden like you would never even imagine because it hurts me that I’ve hurt someone ....

I can’t help that I would go to the ends of the earth to make it right that’s who I am ....

I can’t help that I’m compassionate, caring, doting, considerate, that’s who I am ....

I can’t help that I don’t show a lot of emotion, when I have I get hurt and left picking up the piece....

I can’t help but be who I am, some may say this or that but those who really know me ....

Tell me I’m the sweetest person, with the biggest heart who is never selfish and who is always there when we need you no matter what it is....

I just wish someone else could see that ....