Since I have been on vacation so much stuff has happened at home. I have been on vacation since June 5th. While I have been gone my one year old second cousin (Jordan) started walking. My now 7 month old second cousin (Kaleb) went from a new born to a little porker. My sister started college, and moved down to Phoenix. My cousin took his baby (Jordan)and moved to Cali. with his dumb bitch of a girlfriend. My other second cousin Dayton turned 4 and I have missed it all.
I spent a month in Washington with my ex boyfriend and I have spent the rest of the time in Billings Montana. I turned 21 here I found alot of old friends and I found an old love but I really don't see it working because he won't leave here and I don't want to live up here. I thought I did but I really can't I miss my family and my home.
All of my friends want me to stay. I just don't know that I can. With my cousin moving to Cali. that left my aunt (who I have to say is one of my best friends) all alone. I haven't seen my family in like 3 months and its killing me. Every time I am ready to go home my friends up here either get me so drunk that I don't wake up on time to make it home or they convince me that I should stay and live up here.
I also made a promise to Dayton to take him trick or treating this year so I really have to make it home some how. Not to mention there are some really cool people I met on the internet that I am really looking forward to meeting. I just don't know how I am going to get home.
If anyone has any ideas of what I should do please let me know.
