I have been in Montana for like three months. I found some friends that convinced me to move up here. I just dont think I can go through with it anymore. I miss my family and my friends in Arizona so much. I think it is way past time for me to go home. The problem is that my friends up here keep talking me into staying once I am finally ready to leave. I think what I need to do is just not tell anyone I am leaving that way they can't try and stop me. I am really ready to go home it is way to fucking cold up here. If I were in Az I could still be swimming during the day. It is getting ready to snow here soon. I am going to freeze if I stay up here. It is time for me to go back to the desert.