I don't get it, I do everything I am asked and THEN some for my family. I go above and beyond even when I am SICK. Not many young people I know would put UP with half the shit I do with them and yet when I even try and be civil to them I get snapped at and rude comments and I am tired of being treated like total shit.
Today my dad was asked on a nice even with my step mother at her job. She's always said she was taking her dad and my dad's sister who is in town. Last night he acted like picking up my step mother's father was a NEW development. He's cranky all the time, rude and impatient.
I asked him to do ONE thing weeks ago and that was mow the lawn cause I was too sick to do it. He waited till the last minutes before HIS sister got her as HIS invited guest and found the lawn mower was in need of repair, so he left the thing OUTSIDE in the RAIN and called someone to come and pick it up and repair it. IT was returned Wed night. The workmen even SHOWED him it was working well by mowing a patch of grass, limiting his work. Now remember I have been sick now for nearly two months, Friday I came home to find the lawn mower was STILL set off to the site. I was just going to put it away but I was so mad that I mowed the lawn. Then he had the balls to come home indignant that I had mowed it he said "I was supposed to do that" and I wanted to look him dead in the eye and say "yeah you were but we both know you're not going to, and you were supposed to have done it weeks ago. So don't bother its done"
Today he was out all day, bitched and moaned and mad linda do mad she's never going to ask him to go anywhere with her again and then he gets mad when we don't invite him places. He never talks to me. he comes home from work, gets on the pc and fucked around with his god damn baseball cards and BUDDIES on the fucking NET, then we make and SERVE him dinner and clean it up while he sits there and watchs the news and god forbid we interupt that. Then he either watchs some game and screams at the TV or gets back on the computer. Kicking me off if I happen to be doing anything. Then he goes upstairs and gets ready to bed. If I try and talk to him at any time durring this I get sighs of dicontent rolled eyes and obvious attitude. I make plans for my weekends cause I don't want to sit around on my ASS all weekend like he does watch tv, baseball cards shit. Then he complains I am not an active member in the household. Makes me want to scream WHAT HOUSE YOUR LYING TO YOURSELF!!!
Tonight I was trying to talk to him and he was being mean and hard, but saying he was joking and he made this obscene jesture at me and then hollared at me for trying to tell him something, stuffing his GD earphones (the ones so he can HEAR the tv without blasting us out of the house with the volume that he only wears to make a SHOW of wearing them IE show off, or to tune us out) He made it clear my voice (which he doesn't listen to me anyways was annoying. I dun even bother trying anymore. He doesn't talk to me only wants what he wants. To serve and make food, fetch, run his errands, take care of his shit, so he can sit around like fat fucking lazy king. I am tired of being used. No wonder I can't even have a normal relationship with anyone else I am too used to being everyones BITCH from the people who are supposed to TAKE CARE OF ME!
This was after I went out of my way today to run HIS baseball card shipment to the post office for HIS fucking friends, get him stuff at the store, take the car to get inspected and clean his fucking house and make his god damn LUNCH when he came home.
