lately all i keep doin is screwing up again.the only person i have in my life seems to be the one who alyways getting mad at me for dumb things.i just dont know whats wrong with me i try to do the right thing and all i seem to do is piss her off anymore.I love her with all my heart and soul but at the rate im going im bound to lose her and that thought kills me to even think abt that.everything i say lately always comes out wrong and i understand that she said she dont hate me and shes not mad but i feel like she dont even really wanna talk with me anymore cuz im such a loser. im sure shes gonna read this and im gonna get shit for putting myself down but at this moment in time this is how i feel