My b/f and I have been dating for a little bit now but it hasn't been long. But the last week or so he has been a little distant. I know hes been really busy but at the same time when he says he will call me, he doesn't. Hes done this a few times already. And even though its small, little things like that hurt my feelings. It makes me feel like hes losing interest. He just recently picked college back up which is fine with me, I have no problem with him working and going back to school but I don't think he's managing his time well. He has all week to finish something and the one day that I have to spend with him he's doing work.. Now it doesn't upset me its just the fact that I'm there and I would like to spend as much time as possible with him because I haven't seen him all week. But my main issue is that he hasn't talked to me at all like he used too, and he never calls me anymore. If he does its for two seconds, literally! I could just be paranoid thinking that what little we have is going down the drain already which I would hate. Right now I'm praying that it will all blow over and when I get some work and my place then him and I will be a lot better off b/c we wont have to deal with my family and we can enjoy real time together with no interruptions. I just hope that he does feel for me and hes just the type of guy who has a hard time showing feelings or telling somebody, which I'm pretty sure thats how he is, lmao. Anyways people this blog is just meant for me to get stuff off my mind. I know for a fact that all of this stress and crap him and I are dealing with will blow over very soon and we will be able to take our relationship farther than just the couple who sees each other once or twice a week. I'm positive that everything will work out including us.... Lets just hope he feels the same way!!!! Muah baby!!!!!! miss you so much!
