i'm in love with chris. i told him yesterday and, as it turns out, he loves me too.
he told me that even though we haven't known each other for very long, he could see himself growing old with me. i can honestly say that's the first time anyone has ever said that to me, let alone the first time i believed it.
we were walking around the mall of the mainland at about 12 am and he asked me why i loved him. i described it like this:
you know when you're standing at the edge of a really tall building, looking down? you get that exhillarating feeling like you're about to find out what it feels like to fly, but at the same time you're scared of landing... that's what i feel when i'm with him.
so this hasn't turned out at ALL the way i planned. i'm very impressed that he hasn't cheated or even given me a reason not to trust him.
i'll keep you posted.
