ANGELEYEZZ31's blog: "HMMM"

PISSED AND CRANKY A LITTLE SKANKY MY THOUGHTS OF YOU AND ALL YOU DO SLEEPING AROUND NOT AN OUNCE OF CLASS ONE DAY YOU'LL BE BACK KISSIN MY ASS BORED AND ALONE SPEAK IF YOU DARE I PROMISE YOU BITCH I REALLY DONT CARE YOU SHOULD BE SAD THE GUILT AND THE PAIN THAT YOUR INNOCENT CHILDREN WILL DEAL WITH THE SHAME JUST A LITTLE WARNING YOU NASTY LITTLE WHORE PRETTY SOON CHILDREN SERVICES WILL BE AT YOUR DOOR... (OH FORGOT...YOU DONT HAVE A DOOR.....SO I GUESS I MEAN YOUR MOMS!!!!!)

TODAY..YOUR HEART IS BREAKING UNSURE OF WHAT TO DO ALL THE PAIN..YOU'VE CAUSED YOURSELF INSIDE..YOUR HEART IS BLUE LIFE IS SO CONFUSING EVERYDAY ITS SOMETHING NEW DEPENDING HOW YOU HANDLE IT IS COMPLETELY UP TO YOU TOMMOROW MAY BE A BETTER DAY I'M SURE THAT THIS IS TRUE ITS TIME TO ACCEPT RESPONSIBLITY FOR WHAT..YOU SAY AND DO YOU MAY THINK YOU JUST CANT TAKE IT ONE DAY YOU'LL KNOW..WHATS TRUE LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT EVERYTHING IS UP TO YOU

YOU ASK ME IF I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU AND I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY IN LOVE IS JUST A FANTASY THAT ALWAYS GOES AWAY I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU BECAUSE I KNOW YOUR LOVE IS TRUE I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU THIS I SWEAR TO YOU I HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME FOR WHAT I'VE DONE TO YOU THESE WEREN'T MY INTENTIONS THIS I SWEAR IS TRUE MY LIVE IS SO CONFUSING YOU KNEW IT FROM THE START THE OTHER MAN..I'M AMUSING IS THE ONE WHO OWNS MY HEART HE IS WHOM I'M MARRIED.. TO UNTIL DEATH DO US PART SPENDING SO MUCH TIME WITH YOU WASN'T VERY SMART. WHEN YOU ASKED THAT ONE QUESTION JUST REPLY WITH A YES OR NO I THEN FINALLY REALIZED WHAT YOU WERE SEARCHING FOR ITS NOT A SIMPLE ANSWER THIS I'M SURE YOU KNOW THE ANSWER TO YOUR QUESTION IS NOT A YES BUT NO

ALWAYS SUCH A FOOL UNSURE HOW I FEEL HOW CAN YOU TELL IF SOMETHING IS REAL IM SCARED OF MY LIFE ALWAYS SO UNSURE I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE THAT I CAN ENDURE I THOUGHT I WAS STRONG I COULD HANDLE IT ALL DON'T KNOW HOW I DID IT I PLAYED IT OFF FOR SO LONG NOW I AM FREAKIN CAN'T HANDLE MY LIFE WHAT WAS I THINKIN WHEN I PICKED UP THE KNIFE NO COURAGE AT ALL THE FEAR IN MY MIND HOW EASY IT WOULD BE TO LEAVE IT BEHIND FORGIVE ME I PLEAD FOR THE MESS I HAVE MADE I HOPE THAT YOU SEE THE EFFORT I GAVE I HAVE NOW GIVEN UP CANT TAKE IT NO MORE SLIDE THE KNIFE CROSS MY WRIST AND FALL TO THE FLOOR YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND ALL THAT I HAVE WENT THROUGH NOT NEARLY AS STRONG OR CAPABLE AS YOU SELF INFLICTED NERVOUS AND SCARED TREMBLING INSIDE I JUST KEEP ON RUNNING BUT THERES NO PLACE TO HIDE THE PHONE KEEPS ON RINGING CONTINUOS KNOCKS AT THE DOOR I PUT THE GUN TO MY HEAD I CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE AS MY COLD LIFELESS BODY SIMPLY FALLS TO THE FLOOR THE CHILLS SET IN BLOOD SPATTER ON THE WALL ONE LAST BREATH AND NO PULSE AT ALL DEATH BEGINS TO SET IN PUDDLES OF BLOOD ON THE FLOOR THIS IS THE END OF MY LIFE I FEEL THE PAIN, NO MORE

YOU COLD HEARTED BASTARD NO GOOD WASTE OF SPACE NOW I AM PISSED YOU PATHETIC DISGRACE YOU PLAYED WITH HER HEART THINKING YOU HAD SOMETHING TO GAIN SHE IS ONLY A CHILD NOT A PAWN IN A GAME YOU MADE HER BELEIVE YOU DID REALLY CARE YOU PROMISED AND PROMISED THAT YOU WOULD BE THERE NOT ONCE DID YOU CALL NOT ONCE DID YOU SHOW YOUR WORD STILL MEANS NOTHING HOW DID I KNOW WHY PLAY WITH HER HEART AND MIND WHEN YOUR BORED YOU THINK YOU HAVE RIGHTS JUST CUZ YOU SCORED ITS ONE THING TO HURT ME THATS ALL OK KEEP MESSING WITH HER AND I'LL BLOW YOU AWAY I HATE YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE YOU COLD HEARTED BASTARD WHAT HAVE YOU WON YOU SON OF A BITCH NO GOOD PIECE OF SHIT I WILL NOT LET YOU HURT HER NO MORE THIS IS IT YOUR NOTHING TO HER AND YOU WILL NEVER BE I PROMISE YOU NEXT TIME IT WILL BE UP TO ME TO HELL WITH ALL ELSE I DONT GIVE A FUCK YOU ARE NOTHING BUT TRASH WITH A LITTLE DUMB LUCK ONE DAY YOU WILL PAY FOR ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE THIS I ASSURE YOU THE GAME YOU'VE NOT WON YOU WORTHLESS BASTARD WHAT HAVE YOU GAINED BY MAKING FALSE PROMISES AND CAUSING HER PAIN I HAVE TOLERATED MORE BECUZ THE LAW TOLD ME SO IF YOU HAVE ANY SMARTS YOU WILL JUST LET IT GO BUT IF YOU CHOOSE NOT TO I WILL LET YOU KNOW THIS TIME I WILL FIGHT BACK I WONT LET IT GO I WILL NOT SIT BACK WHILE YOU DECEIVE HER AND LIE DO THE WORLD A FAVOR AND JUST SIMPLY DIE

IF ONLY LIFE WAS SIMPLE SORROW, TEARS AND PAIN TELL ME WHY PLEASE EXPLAIN LOVE IS SO PAINFUL KEEPS ME CONFUSED AT TIMES FEELING CHEAP AT TIMES FEELING USED IF ONLY I HAD THE ANSWERS NOT A SIMPLE ONE ITS TRUE PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO

YOU SAY YOU WANT ME BADLY AND LONG FOR MY TOUCH FEELING THE WARMTH AND PASSION FROM MY KISSES AND SUCH. OUR BODIES CLOSE TOGETHER THE EMOTIONS SO INTENSE TREMBLING AND OUT OF CONTROL HOW CAN IT ALL MAKE SENSE IT FEELS LIKE A MILLION YEARS SINCE YOU BODY TOUCHED MINE THE MOST INCREDIBLE LOVE A FEELING NO ONE CAN DEFINE A BLESSING AND A CURSE MY BEST FRIEND AND MY LOVER TIRED OF ALL THE LIES ALWAYS TOGETHER UNDERCOVER FALLING ASLEEP EACH NIGHT WITH YOU ALWAYS ON MY MIND LOOKING FOR A REASON ONE I JUST CANNOT SEEM TO FIND I WISH I COULD REGRET IT EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE DONE I SIMPLY CANNOT DO SO BECAUSE BABY YOU ARE THE ONE

ALL THE CRAZINESS WHEN WILL IT END UNABLE TO PLEASE UNABLE TO MEND CLARITY OF MIND PRAYER IN MY HEART HELP ME DEAR GOD SO I DONT FALL APART DESPERATE FOR PEACE SICK OF THE FIGHT LOOKING FOR THE END THAT REMAINS OUT OF SIGHT WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO MAKE IT GO AWAY TIRED OF THE GAMES WE PLAY EVERYDAY AT ONE TIME I LOVED YOU SO PURELY AND SO TRUE AFTER ALL THE YEARS OF TORMENT I FIND MYSELF HATING YOU SOMEDAY I HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME FOR I TAKE MY SHARE OF BLAME BUT I JUST CANT TAKE NO MORE ITS DRIVING ME INSANE I WISH YOU TOTAL HAPPINESS IN EVERYTHING YOU DO BUT ONCE THIS YEAR IS OVER I WILL NO LONGER BE WITH YOU

PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING THERE FOR YOU WHEN I SEE YOU THIS WAY I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I WISH I KNEW HOW TO HELP YOU AND TAKE ALL YOUR PAIN AWAY PLEASE DON'T RUN AWAY FROM ME I'M BEGGING YOU TO STAY YOU'VE BEEN MY VERY BEST FRIEND FOR WHAT SEEMS LIKE A MILLION YEARS SHARING SO MUCH LAUGHTER AND CRYING WAY TOO MANY TEARS I KNOW I CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON YOU EVERYTIME I FALL APART TO HOLD ME CLOSE AND COMFORT ME AND MEND MY DAMAGED HEART I HAVE A HARD TIME DEALING WITH EMOTION I KNOW THAT THIS IS TRUE PLEASE FORGIVE ME BABY FOR NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO ALTHOUGH WORTHLESS WHEN YOU NEED ME I HOPE YOU STILL CAN SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE AND NEED YOU BECAUSE YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME

PAYBACKS A BITCH PAYBACKS A BITCH YOU DIRTY WITCH SOMEDAY YOU WILL PAY FOR ALL THAT YOU SAY TIRED OF BEING FUCKED WITH TIME TO FUCK BACK WATCH OVER YOUR SHOULDER I RECCOMEND THAT ALCOHOL AND DRUGS YOUR LIFE NOT MINE I ASSURE YOU BITCH MY LIFES QUITE FINE FILTH AND DIGUST IS ALL THAT YOUR WORTH WATCH OUT BITCH YOU WILL GET WHAT U DESERVE THIS IS MY PROMISE I WILL ASSURE YOU WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT YOU'LL GET WHAT COMES TO YOU