ANGELEYEZZ31's blog: "HMMM"

STRAGLY UNBRUSHED TEETH AND GREASY BLEACHED BLONDE HAIR LOOKING AT YOU CAN BE QUITE A SCARE PATHETIC AND ALONE FILLED WITH DECIET AT 85 POUNDS I THINK YOU SHOULD EAT ALL YOUR NASTINESS YOU BITCH WILL KEEP YOU BITTER INSIDE YOUR NOTHING TO ANYONE IT CANT BE DENIED FULL OF ENVY AND JELOUSY WILL GET YOU NO WHERE YOU'LL SEE NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY YOU WILL NEVER BE ME YOU DONT HAVE A JOB ALWAYS FULL OF LICE IF YOU WOULD CLEAN URESELF UP YOU MIGHT LOOK QUITE NICE TRUE WELFARE TRASH SKANKY LITTLE WHORE YOU BELONG IN A TRAILER WITH A GREEN LIGHT AT THE DOOR I NEVER DID YOU DIRTY SOMETHING U KNOW THAT IS TRUE THIRD TIMES THE CHARM IT WILL COME BACK TENFOLD TO YOU BUT NO MATTER HOW HARD U TRY I WILL ALWAYS BE BETTER THIS I ASSURE YOU FOREVER AND EVER IM FEELING MUCH BETTER AFTER SPEAKING MY MIND GO STRAIGHT TO HELL AND KISS MY BEHIND

I CANT FIGURE IT OUT I REALLY DONT GET IT IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT FOR ME TO REGRET IT YOU GET ANGRY WITH ME FOR PULLING AWAY WHAT THE HELL DO U EXPECT I HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU ALL DAY I CANT GET TO CLOSE BECAUSE THESE ARE MY FEARS GETTING TO CLOSE AND WANTING YOU NEAR I HAVE TOO MANY COMITMENTS TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU NEED BUT I DO TRULY LOVE YOU FOR YOU I WOULD BLEED I WOULD DIE WITHOUT YOU I ALWAYS NEED YOU IN MY LIFE MY BEST FRIEND AND LOVER AND SOMEDAY YOUR WIFE THINGS ARE COMPLICATED NOT SIMPLE THIS IS TRUE BUT ONE THING YOU SHOULD KNOW IS THAT I TRULY DO LOVE YOU PLEASE DONT GIVE UP ON US I WONT PULL AWAY ANYMORE I WOULD GIVE UP 10 YEARS OF MY LIFE TO SEE YOU AT THE DOOR LIFE IS JUST NOT FAIR SOMETIMES I WOULD RATHER DIE IM TIRED OF PRETENDING AND LIVING A BIG LIE NO MATTER WHAT I DO SOMEONE WILL GET HURT WHY DID THIS HAPPEN WHAT IS IT REALLY WORTH THIS IS NO CONFESSION NO BREAKING OF ANY LAWS I SIMPLY WISH I KNEW WHY THINGS HAPPEN WITHOUT CAUSE SHOULD I ALWAYS BE MISERABLE TO AVOID HURTING ANOTHER A BEST FRIEND AND A MAN ONE HE THOUGHT OF AS HIS BROTHER

HOW DARE YOU WALK BACK INTO MY LIFE AND SAY ALL THOSE THINGS TO ME WHY COULDNT YOU JUST LEAVE IT ALONE WHY COULDNT YOU JUST LET ME BE THE DEEPEST HURT I HAVE EVER FELT UNSURE OF HOW TO DEAL WONDERING AT ONE POINT IF IT WAS LOVE AND REALIZING NOTHING YOU SAID WAS REAL YOU NOW SAY THAT I WILL ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE IN THE DEEPEST PART OF YOUR HEART I COULD NEVER BELIEVE A WORD YOU SAY YOU MUST NOT THINK I AM VERY SMART I NEVER DESERVED WHAT YOU DID TO ME AND THAT WASNT EVEN THE WORST PART YOU TOOK AWAY THE INNOCENCE IN ME AND PLAYED CRUEL GAMES WITH MY HEART I TRUSTED AND BELIEVED IN YOU I BELIEVED THAT YOU HAD CHANGED NOT REALIZING THROUGH THE YEARS YOU HAD BECOME EVEN MORE DERANGED I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FIRST LOVE UNTIL THE LIGHT CAME SHINING THROUGH YOU HAVE MANY LOVES IN YOUR LIFETIME UNTIL YOU FIND THE ONE THATS TRUE WHEN YOU FIND YOUR ONE TRUE LOVE THATS WHEN YOU WILL REALIZE YOU WILL KNOW THAT HE IS THE ONE WHEN HE LOOKS IN TO YOUR EYES FROM THAT VERY MOMENT ALL THE LOVES FROM YOUR PAST BECOME NOTHING BUT MEMORIES BECUASE TRUE LOVE FOREVER LASTS I AM REALLY BLESSED NOW AND THANK YOU FOR WHAT YOUVE DONE ALTHOUGH I HATED YOU FOR A MOMENT IT TURNS OUT THAT I HAVE WON THE LOVE THAT CAME AFTER YOU MY TRUE LOVE I HAVE FOUND THE ONE THAT LIGHTS ME UP INSIDE AND MAKES MY WORLD GO ROUND THATS WHEN I KNEW THE TRUTH YOU WERENT MY FIRST LOVE I HAVE NOW FOUND THE REAL THING A LOVE THAT CAME FROM UP ABOVE