Happy Hump Day, everyone!
Winter Storm Warning in effect from 6 p.m. today until 6 p.m. Friday evening! We're talking snow tonight; rain, freezing rain, sleet, snow and thunderstorms tomorrow (WTF!?); back to snow on Friday! Up to a tenth of an inch of ice is predicted, that should make for super fun driving, lol! Gotta love Wisconsin! Gotta love Winter!! You know the mantra: THEY BETTER NOT CLOSE THE SCHOOLS!!!!!
I was reminded this morning after talking with a friend that CherryTAP is an online nightclub or pub! Like any nightclub, people are going to cruise into and out of your life, just as they would in any "real world" club! And it is just as painful - to be in someone's life, friend's of sorts, and then have them drift elsewhere!! I know it's been in the Bulletins from time to time, but please guard your hearts, dear friends! Cyber break-ups hurt just as bad as the real thing sometimes!! Been there, done that! I know I tend to get attached to people, even though I try hard not too. I'm not a casual type person, in that respect!!
Let me tell you how "not casual" I can be! I have past life companions coming back into my life on a steady roll these days! Some of these guys are past life lovers/spouses/friends with benefits, lol! The memories of these past life lovers tend to slowly drift up from my subconscious over time. Only one has whomped me up the side of the head - talk about opening up Pandora's Box!! I find myself incorporating the feelings from the past with how I feel about them now!! That's OK, I can love the whole damn crew!! But each of these guys in my past life "harem" have lives of their own to live in this present life. I have a hard time convincing myself to really let go, especially with certain ones. This has become one of those dreadful, painful processing issues for me - loving, but letting go. My chest hurts just thinking about it, damn!! So, my lessons are relearned on a daily basis, much pain involved. Note to whom it may concern: Go easy on me, guys! I'm really trying here. I really am!
As those who know me well will tell you, I can be way too open. Any friends who stick around learn to deal with that, lol! As well as the rebound from that openness, unfortunately! Isn't everyone glad I journal, too, lmao??
Well, this is more than I'd planned for, so I think I'll quit while I'm ahead here!
Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs to one and all! Blessings on all my friends all over the world!! I love you all very much! Later!
