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The depth of my grief over loved ones lost this year is deep. My heart aches & there is no relief. I see my beautiful niece and my sister trying their best to make their way in this world without my brother in law. My heart breaks when I hear my sweet niece ask what is the purpose in loving someone or something when they will be gone before you are ready. I have no words of comfort to offer them. My heart weeps in agony over the things they are having to learn to do for themselves now. It seems so unfair, so unjust, that after everything they have been through in their lives, they are left without the husband and father that devoted his life to making their lives wonderful. My sister counts the days since he passed. My niece declared herself man of the house and has taken it upon herself to attempt to do the repair jobs around the house that her Daddy used to do. They are getting by day by day. Watching them as they attempt to live a normal life and set up a normal routine makes me sad and angry. I am so filled with anger over the fact that they even have to go through this. An insurance company decided that my brother in law didn't need to have surgery to fix a hole in his heart that was a birth defect. That birth defect is what caused his death. In effect, the insurance company killed him by denying the surgery that his doctor and surgeon both said he needed to have. That insurance company ripped their family apart by denying his surgery. I am fearful about the future for my niece. Having lost her father at a time in her life when she needs his guidance. The next 10 years from 13- 23 are important years in a young girls life. The time when she needs her father the most is when she grows from child to woman.
