its been so many years now .. way back in 90 something
since i last held you hand or looked into your eyes , your sweet crystal blue eyes ..
i didn't get the chace to spend much time with , but the time i had with you was precious .. more precious then anything , i was only about thirteen when i last saw you alive .. and ididn't undrstand what was happeing to you .. but i loved you anyway .. you used to tell the same stories over and over , they were funny atfirst and rich and full of character just like movie , but then after you finshed telling thme once you would all over again ... and again , the stories would somehow seem dull .. yet they werent becuase you said them ..
but i kow it wasn't your fault .now .. i was only a young child when you left me .. I've always missed you Gandma i always wanted more time you .. but such is life and lifes journey . sometimes knows no amount limit of sorrow but yet it goes on ..
I used to draw you , from pictures and try to capture your likeness .. to hold on to you for just a moment ..
Watching Iis , helped to remember the pain an suffering you went through and that all of us did when we wentto visit you towards the end.. but it was all worth the cost .. i would like to beleive that we brought comfort to you in your end days grandma.