Ragdoll's blog: "good stuff"

Upside Down~

If She had but one wish Granted
If She had found Mercy in this Life
She'd be Not The Tempting Mistress..
But Rather Loving Wife
Instead Of To Her Bosom..
Her Heart.. his head would rest..
To Feel The love 
that beats for him
deep within Her chest..
She'd share with him The Lil Girl
that dances in Her soul
and Know his Love protected her
wherever she may roam
Yet she long for him with outstretched arms
She knows will never come
She feels inside her folly
and hope to come undone...

She Calls to him in urgency
in the middle of the night
she patiently waits unanswered
until the morning light...

She knows He is a Shadow...
of the past to be no more
There is no Validation
she was more than just his whore

The Silences grow longer
Her Beating heart grows colder
Another day is wasted
In dreams that just get smoldered
in a burning love thats come and gone
A truth she cannot bear
She Cries out for this simple wish
but knows That No One's there

No one can give her back
what she let turn upside down
She gave away her dignity
In hope of His Royal Crown

Oh My Poor Sweet Peasant Girl...
The ashes they are spread
they tell of sad entangledments
Of Virtue that is dead
Pick up your heart in sorrow
dry the tears now from your face
And walk your path of sorrows
til you find another place

You will find Love again
And Love again you shall
In Much More Deserving arms
And Release you from this HELL!

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~Delusional~

 Oh I have believed deception
 Its Illusions they were grand..
 And they have left their dagger marks 
 as if made with cattle brands
 
 But I am multi faceted..
 like diamonds... many sides...

 And altho the hearts been misled
 It misled not my mind
 
 I can see
 with clarity
 all that had gone wrong
 I let the heart believe
 what the mind could not
 concieve
 One side right..
 Hindsight.... Alone

We Learn thru much Pain...Tis a Bittersweet Teacher~

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The Greatest Gift

When I take a moment to reflect
On our relationship
I realize how I am truly blessed
With the greatest gift there is;
Love.

So many others are in search of
The very thing we have,
The very thing we share;
Soulmates sharing a lifetime,
Making memories to look back on
And creating dreams to look forward to.

I don’t know how I ever got so lucky,
Or what I ever did to deserve to be so blessed
But, I do know this;
I’ll never take one minute we share
for granted.

You are the greatest gift of my life

From Where You Are

From where you are
You have the power to touch my heart
You’ve reached a place deep inside
No one else could ever find

You’ve turned my world around
And I’m so lost in you now
That even if I wanted to
I can’t be found

From where you are
You move me in so many ways
Lift my spirits, take my breath away
And I can feel the love
Without the simplicity of one touch

From where I stand
I can see all that I am
Where you are

I Have Everything

I don’t need to see you to love you
I only need to know you’re there;
I don’t need to feel you
To have you touch my heart
I only need to know you care

I don’t need to look into your eyes
To believe that this is real
I only need to understand
What you think and feel

Love, it is a feeling
That can’t be seen, and though,
I would love to have you here to hold
Just by having you in my life
I have everything

I Love You

Memories In My Mind

Though miles come between us
And distance keeps us apart
Nothing can ever change
The love inside my heart

I may not be there with you
Every minute of the day,
But you’re always here with me
In at least a thousand ways

Whether it be a thought,
Or a moment that we’ve shared,
It only takes a second
To get from here to there

Though I cannot really feel
You here at my side,
It’s always nice to know
I’ve got these memories in my mind

I Miss You

I Imagine You

I can feel your smile
rest upon my face
And I can feel the warmth
and gentleness of your embrace

I can hear your laughter
it’s music to my ears
And your voice still whispers to me
and wipes away my tears

I imagine you
right here with me
the one and only place
you are meant to be
This is your home
here in my heart
but fate has been unkind
and time has kept us apart
So, I imagine you
right here with me

I remember that sparkle
that dances in your eyes
when something makes you happy
just to be alive

I remember your spirit
and how it set me free
How the tender side of you
put me at ease

I imagine you
right here with me
the one and only place
you are meant to be
This is your home
here in my heart
but fate has been unkind
and time has kept us apart
So, I imagine you
right here with me

A while back, at the entrance of a gym, there was a picture of a very thin and beautiful woman. The caption was "This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?"

The story goes, a woman (of clothing size unknown) answered the following way: 

"Dear people, whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, seals, curious humans), they are sexually active and raise their children with great tenderness.
They entertain like crazy with dolphins and eat lots of prawns. They swim all day and travel to fantastic places like Patagonia, the Barents Sea or the coral reefs of Polynesia.
They sing incredibly well and sometimes even are on cds. They are impressive and dearly loved animals, which everyone defend and admires.

Mermaids do not exist.

But if they existed, they would line up to see a psychologist because of a problem of split personality: woman or fish? 
They would have no sex life and could not bear children.
Yes, they would be lovely, but lonely and sad.
And, who wants a girl that smells like fish by his side?

Without a doubt, I'd rather be a whale.

At a time when the media tells us that only thin is beautiful, I prefer to eat ice cream with my kids, to have dinner with my husband, to eat and drink and have fun with my friends.

We women, we gain weight because we accumulate so much wisdom and knowledge that there isn't enough space in our heads, and it spreads all over our bodies.
We are not fat, we are greatly cultivated.
Every time I see my curves in the mirror, I tell myself: "How amazing am I ?! "
Do share if you care.

Love must be guarded and protected at all cost if it is to survive

It must be nourished and fed, and tended to as a prized garden.

It is living and changing, maturing. Must never be neglected or taken for granted.
It is not something easily abandoned... if it's cherished and appreciated.
It cannot be flaunted or abused. Not if you have a conscious.

It should always promote what is good and healthy.

It provides an atmosphere of acceptance, safety, comforting and security.
One can flourish to their fullest of potentiel with the support of love.
It can be the Love of a mate, the Love of a parent, the love of a child, or the love of Oneself.

 It can be the love to or from a Higher Power Or Creator.

Whatever the source...Love Binds, Bonds, and creates Believers.

I choose LOVE... above all things....Love never Fails

Happy HUMPDAY.. Everyone...Love and Hold those dear closer and tighter. Even if the person you are Loving Today...Is Yourself!

~Ragdoll~

Some really good reasons why I am Blessed By You!

Every Day I never have to look for..or seek you out..

Your there waiting for me.. when I wake up

Your Good Morning Love is just as important to me as the coffee in my cup..

You know all there is to know about me the good and the bad..

and even so..youve never judged me..or been critical..

Youve never taken anything Ive ever said and used it against me or hurt me..

Youve never tried to take control or bully me for your own gain..

Youve never lied to me.. screamed at me, or attack me in ways that are ugly..

Youve never taken my heart and trashed it for any reason..when Im hurting

You are there, when Im happy you share in that with me...

You listen..and not idly...you remember things I forgot I told you...

You genuinely care and you never hide that..

You being You..has made me re-evaluate everything Ive ever known...

About Friendships..about Relationships and about Love

You are my Most Treaured Gift..

Because of You...

Demons can lay to rest....

The Pains of the past can lessen and be replaced..

I set my bars to much higher standards..because you have made me see...

I am worth so much more than what I was settling for....

I am so much better for knowing you

Thank You My Love and My Friend

A Thousand Years will Never be Enough~