Goodbye Fubar's blog: "Going to stop trying so hard and be myself"

I finally getting to the point of my life that I need to stop trying so hard to get attention and just focus on improving myself.  I've chased alot of people away (mostly women) because of the way I've acted (like being negative, trying to hard to make people like me, etc.).  I just have to learn that if I don't have it, I just don't have it (The IT factor to attract people), plain and simple.  I can't be like other guys because they have the personality, attraction, confidence & the social skills to attract anybody and everyone (which I need to work on alot of that).  So I'm just going to just face facts that I have alot of work and growing up to do, so I'm just going to throw in the towel for now, face reality, work on being myself and stop trying so hard to impress people.  I just need to be more confident in who I am and stop being so aggressive, socially.  I'm not the most attractive, charismatic or the most popular guy on here, but I'm a real dude.  I know that I have alot of issues that I need to take care of, but I'll improve on that.  It's not going to happen overnight.  For now on, I'm going to start being a more confident person & forgetting what other people think about me, and stop wearing my heart on my sleeves.