Sometimes, I need to quit getting in my way. My own mind, my thought processes. They hinder me from obtaining my goal of being GODLIKEDOGLIKE. I know I can do whatever I want. I may not have the looks but I do have the mind. I can do whatever I want. I can be a God. I just need to get out of the way of my own evolution. I was almost there, but it was such an uncommon thing for me, I stepped in my way and sabotaged the whole damned thing. I did it, I fucked it up. But no more. NO MORE! No more shall I sabotage myself, no more shall I keep myself unhappy and from attaining my goals. No twelve ways around it, I can reach it. I can be there, at the top. I am better than this. I am better than most of them. No more fucking around, folks. This is the Beginning.
