So I've been having a rather difficult day. No it has nothing to do with Valentines Day. (I don't celebrate it, and never have). I went to the hospital to go pick up my medical records for the pending lawsuit I have going against my former employer. I guess going back to that hospital gave me chills and brought back a lot of unpleasant memories... That and I had to drive by my old apartment which also made me kind of sad. I guess one has to grieve the loss of something old in order to be open to experience something new.
I got my hair touched up black and thinned out and layered a bit so it actually doesn't look like I ran my hair through a washing machine one too many times. This I suppose is a good thing. It feels weird though. I'm not used to the cut yet.
I am supposed to go tomorrow and visit my ex and move some more of my stuff out and to my mom's. I have been feeling really queasy lately and I think it's due to all the stress I'm under. I just hope he doesn't try to pull on my heart strings due to the dreaded Valentines Day thing. I have a feeling he might, but we'll see.
Ok. Enough bitching for me... I'm out...
