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Sorry for my absence this past month, but this for me was a month of mourning and family. 17 years ago i lost to very precious people in my life. After only 8 months of knowing them. They where my angels in life and now in death. They saved a nearly broken marriage and created a unbreakable bond between husband and wife. My twins, Emmalynn Stafford and Lucian Stafford. A few days before Thanksgiving my wife and i had a house fire, and though my oldest girls made it out safe. We coul not save them. They came together and went home together. Which in itself a wonderful thing. The job they were sent to do was down, and they were brought home. It is the only way to see it.
With that said this month has been rough, but it makes me find stregnth in the love that was found that night. My wife ahowed such stregnth in keeping me from gutting myself with a busted window un an attempt to try and save them which at the pount was impossible. I think pf them daily because u work in a baby store, This month became my month to mourn the loss, and celebrate my family that are with me. Because of this o have been away. Will try to return this coming month on a regular basis. Much love and happiness to all of you.
The darkness is not of me,
But is me.
The vexing mistrust of who I am
Or even what I am.
Confuses the mind like liqour in hand.
It turns my thoughts against themselves
Becoming a slave to the demon within.
Vicious and scathing
Self depreciating
A poison in my wake
Only treading to destroy in hate.
They are gone into the wind, to some place worth going, but this does not mean that they are gone from you. For in your heart they once dwelled, with your hands you once touched. With your skin you felt them near, they are forever a part of you because with your mind you once thought of them, and with that same mind you now remembers them. The best the worst. The love and grace. The laughs and tears. You carry a piece of them always. So shed no tears, but remember to smile. Because that may have been what brought them to you life.
Words need not be spoken
for actions say more.
To hear your sweet laughter
you view that smile of yours.
I just rather not see
the hurt that your heart must feel,
and with every breath I here thus take
I wish that I could kiss them all away.
If only for a moment or second in time.
To see not one instant of hurt in your eye.
What can I do to make you smile
To make the happiness move to your eyes
To make you r heart flutter for only a moment
for just a while for get what was.
Live in the moment
and savoir this time
I am here to hold you
and share your love.
From night to day and day to night
I can hold you here till everything is alright.
