sinfully chained's blog: "Freak Released"

Come now my love to my place of thought. The place where everything hinges on your love, My completion My dreams My hopes of everything, Where each caress Is out of love, And every kiss that of desire. The passion that fills me Is the passion of my pride. The pride that builds with your hand in mine, When at your side I do stand. I know that this was meant to be true. With every breath you pull My lungs empty For my life is yours To do with what you choose. Though know that this life, And the heart you hold. Is just as fragile as a snow flakes fall, For at the slightest wrong It could be gone. I trust your love, And the words you speak, But I pray that they are not just chimes in the wind. Softly spoken like a joyful song But gone from the mind once the wind has died in the sun.

I have sat here thinking, wondering, questioning, hurt, and dyeing. It’s tearing me apart. In life you find those friends that total up to be the ones you are proud and honored to call family. I was lucky enough to find seven of them. No to include the Parents of the Tillery family to whom I am warmed by the thought and action of calling Momma and Papa, Well recently lost me most beloved Brother Mark Fulgham. The one I would have to say is the adhesive that holds us and keeps us together. HE went out of his way to plan and try to bring us together from time to time just to relive the greatest moments in our lives, each other, I am saddened to say I was not able most of the time to make them, but My oath for Mark is to attend them whenever I most possibly can. And will sacrifice damn near everything to do so. Being there with them all was warming. It felt like home, but I guess when you have your family with you it is always home. To fill Marks shoes in the quest of bringing us together. Is surely an impossible task, but I believing that if we all pitch in and try? We can come damn close. I want lose another one so easily. I love them to much. In closing I have to say. I have cried and cried, Ended up in my work bathroom on the floor in tears over my blood bond brother. I fell there shall be many more days of this, but his memory is one that burns in my mind like the Bomb fires of our drinking parties. So to you mark we raise our shots, Slam them, and give you cheers we love you bro. And will through out eternity

Ziploc Bags are Male - they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. Copiers are Female - once turned off it takes a while to warm them up again. It's an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can wreak havoc if the wrong buttons are pushed. A Tire is Male - it goes bald and it is often over-inflated. A Hot Air Balloon is Male - to get it to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under it (of course, there's the hot air part, too). Sponges are Female - they're soft, squeezable and retain water. A Web Page is Female - it is always getting hit on. A Subway is Male - it uses the same old lines to pick people up. An Hourglass is Female - over time the weight shifts to the bottom. A Hammer is Male - it hasn't changed much over the last 5,000 years, but it is handy to have around. A Remote Control is Female - it gives a man pleasure, he'd be lost without it, and while he doesn't always know the right buttons to push, he keeps trying! A Water Faucet is Female - it can turn hot or cold in just a matter of moments. A Safety Pin is Male - it is often useful in an emergency. A Foreign Movie is Female - it is not always completely understood. A Computer is Female - even your smallest mistakes are stored in memory.

Forget about China; the United States is the new hot spot for global companies looking for lower production and transport costs, increased supply-chain flexibility and a crack at wooing the world's most demanding customers. France's Alstom, a maker of high-speed trains and power turbines, this week became the latest European company to unveil plans for a facility across the Atlantic. The company wants to build a $200 million plant in Chattanooga, Tenn., to mitigate the impact of the weak dollar on its margins and to get closer to some of its biggest customers. "Long term, a very high euro level is not good news," Alstom Chairman Patrick Kron told French radio Europe 1. "Let me also add the issue of volatility; we are in a heavy industry and exchange rates that change at the pace they're changing add to the difficulty." The dollar has lost roughly 20% against the euro in the past two years. It's declined about 14% against the British pound. Partly as result of that depreciation, Alstom and other companies with global exposure are taking a fresh look at the United States as an attractive location for new facilities. In recent months, companies ranging from automakers Fiat (FIATY, news, msgs) and Volkswagen (VLKAF, news, msgs) to German steel behemoth ThyssenKrupp (TYEKF, news, msgs) to South Korean consumer-electronics maker Samsung Electronics (SSNLF, news, msgs) have either publicly debated or set in motion plans for U.S. plants. "They're worried about the movement of the dollar, so moving to a dollar zone takes a big element of risk out of the equation," said Richard Gane of PricewaterhouseCoopers What would this mean for us you think?

I am the careful one Slight of hand a gentle caress upon your skin. I am like the wind in my gentle way Fullfilling is my play as your body lay. My hands they move fluid like waters churn bending and flowing across skin rapidly warming I am the fire that burns with heat drawign sweet gasps from between parted lips. I am that lover who shall tke his time Touch you where it is your hearts desire. For I am the man that wishes with baited breath to do what you ask and love you right. I am the lover oh shall wait in the night candles lite to kiss your lips I am the one who desires all of you for to desire anythign less would be a crime to a lovers heart.

As night crept upon, and the moon lay low. The wind started to howl like a timber wolf's call. The grass started to rustle like papers of sand. Took into torturous and demented hands. The starts retreated into the night, and the moon that shown danced into the clouds. The tress that swayed tapped tapped rapped upon the window pains. Beckoning for something dark to come there way. As the shutter rattled shacking into the wind in fear of what may appear. The floors they protested and screamed in the night as though they were a live and screaming for there life. The Shadows danced a dance of Malice as the candles flame swayed. Holding what once was visible in shadows alive. In bed I lay restless and cold. The drafts of the house did nothing to warm. I listened intently to all the coming sounds, and all of a sudden ... BOOM came a noise. As If some had been smashed hard upon the ground. No screams heard I Just a deep dark laugh, and again came the noise. This time loud and wet. I rose from the bed as though I were called. and followed the sound of the booming pound. I Crept to the door, and the floor crept beneath my feet. Turning the knob and pulled the door free. It creeked in protest, but no mind I payed I listened once more, but the boom had gone away. Curiousity Struck like a knife in the back. It took me , and led me to persue and find the sound. To every knock and every dark conner did I search, But nothing sweet nothing did I find. " all in my head", I told myself, and to My bed I returned. The stairs the strained under my tiring wieght and once again came the sound of hate. Shaking my bones Like I was in the earths quake, But this time I was near. So near it rang my ears. To my heart it rocked a pain, and more rapidly had it came. I began to panic, and my mind ran wild, and to the floor I fell as Some cold grasped my soul. No sound did I make as In to darkness I drift. Turning to see my attacker all in shadow protected. In the glare of what little light there was. I made out the teeth and eyes that glare down with a smile. Slender Was he in he's sillouette and closer he moved till upon my face. His breath feel warm, and My eyes grow wide. as I Woke from A night mare to face a mirrors sight and within the image I saw What had come to take my life.

The beauty of a woman what do you know of this Hear this words that I shall write and know from them a womans loveliness. Her face it calls to many men, but to them is only in the skin, but so much more can be found within. and I hope with these words many shall transsend. To see not just the face Or a bodies curve but to see the eyes and the soul hidden behind. Searching deep to something more lovely that the sun can not help but to shine about it. The bueaty of a woman I can so plainly see. That they hold the world within them. They give to the world life in a small little pearl. reaching out hungily to a mothers care. And within there mind are a great many things. That body only makes a small percent of what make them real. Was given to us not just a lover but a compainions touch. This is the beuaty of a woman. She nurtures and loves in one single breath. While lips so perfect smile to us. They have there faults but do not we all. For what is perfect? Nothing at all. But in imperfection there is grace but it takes a heart to notice this. But many are blind and can nto see That there is beauty in every woman. Cherish her beuaty for all its worth. Not just what she can give you in the covers wrap. Love her for mind, Love her for soul Love of for the compainion she truely is. These are what I found to be the beauty of a woman.

you twist my mind and consume my thought. You turn my heart to mush, and turn me inside out. I feel you close even when your not. A piece of my heart I believe you have captured. You fill me complete, and in the same pour me out. You make me love you So you can turn me down, But hooked am I on a thought or dream. Nothing means nothing, but in your name is everything. I am twisted over you. Incomplete without. I graps the stars If I could To make them dance in your eyes. I capture rain, and save them sweet. Just to imagine the tears I shall wipe from your cheek. I would follow you no end to far of the earth I would plummet to fall safely in your arms. Love you capture me. You hide the truth. But for love there is nothing on this earth I would not do.

You wanted me Like I wanted you a dozen roses and chocolates for you. Oh so cliche' Would not you say. So typical of a male. Lets change the typical, and do something rare. How about a stroll in the evening Beneath a carpet of stars. How about the sea with crashing waves. Into the water. Our feet to bathe. How about a caress. A simpel hold. No more no less this is the desire. How about your words upon my ear. Just because your voice I long to hear. the time is all I wish to have. To share moments of time here with you.

Settle back beneath the stars. Listen close in silken Threads. Head to pillow, should you rest. My arm wrapped protectively pulling you to my chest. I kiss your neck once, twice, three times. My way of saying love you with no words envolved. My breath I take deep and know that heaven here belongs to me. My heart has no more tears to shed. Because now theres you to hold my hand. So into the night I let myself drift. Knowing that when I sleep. You there in my dreams I may see. A lover, and friend, a companion true. That someone that I can truely give my heart to.