my first girlfriend was when i was about four years old. even being that young i had three girlfriends you can say i was a little player five girls had crushes on me and i brushed them off. then i moved from york pa to portsmouth virginia. i love VA the girls the fun and the candy. it was in this state that i lost my virginaty sort of see the story goes i fucked my girlfriend in her brothers bed. she bleed all over his sheets and he caught me crawling out the window. now what happend was i fingerd her to break her cherry and then popped myselfinside just as her brother came in the room i had wiped the blood off my hand on his sheets so thats how he saw the blood. as for the windo no i didnt climb out i jumped out cause he looked pissed. i loved her and i was only 6 then i found her and my best friend fucking in a field out behind my house. then a girl i never thought i would have a chance with told me that she had a crush on me since i moved to VA and never said anything cause my girlfriend claimed me before i even unpacked. she even beat up my bestfriends sister cause she liked me too..and right when i started thinking that love cant be bad my parents dropped the bomb on me. yup we had to move back to PA. once back we moved in with my uncle and his family.. maybe cause it was because i wasnew or maybe cause i was the only black kid in my school but all the girls wanted me so i stayed single hanging with my friend ben. all my life i never had a friend beside on here that didnt seek me out. same with girlfriends never had to look.now everythings different, i gotta do all the work and the only thing wrong with that is i dont know how too lame i know but as i get further you see what i mean.. no wait there was one girl i went after but thats it everyone else found me.....we again moved for camphill to harrisburg.. again there was to many girls wanting me so single it was.. till fate twisted my nipple. a girl i dated in VA between the other two shows up and twisted my nipple i was pissed till i saw who it was. then she broke up with me for a enemy a gang member my leader the only guy that i wouldnt fuck with because of his posse which i was a member of. after that heartbreak i gave up till i met the only girl i chased, my babies mom. she had a skin condition the whole pigmentation thing. i had to fight my cousin and after three months of trying we started dating at the beginning of summer. she ended it cause her dad would not let her date a black guy. it took me four years to get her and we were in love or so i thought she was the one. now i know i was a babysitter. 8 years i was with her and come to find out for five years he was cheating on me..which was fine cause i knew she was and everyone now what i did every girl that through pussy my way. after that i was online playong games and met a girl from oklahoma i was saving money to open a shop and get a house for me and my children. i spent all my money and even borrowed money putting myself in enormous debt plus now i have to live at my moms till i can pay her back and find somewhere to live. i even bought us a house i was trying to fix. now its going to take longer cause i once again i spent my money on her even proposed cause she wanted to marry me and she left two weeks later. shit even the times i was single i still had like for or five women to choose from cause they all wanted to be my girl so i was like ok. now im ugly i got two kids and wouldnt trust a women even if i did find someone.. cheating didnt get me nothing so im done with that. i tried love and it spit in my face so i figure the best thing for me is do what i do best. continue being a rest stop for woman, you know stop by let me please you and treat you right cause your my #1 custermer then you can piss on my soul and shit on my heart. leave me empty and waiting for the next #1 patron of pain.
love huh why let my heart be broken. noone really cares anymore its all fuck me fuck me suck me please me. and im like yes masta i do as you please... love finds you when your not looking they say.... then theres that bullshit love is blind well for me its blind deaf and dum. i think i bored you to much with my crying so i shall say adu. now i must get my drink from the devil before he drinks it all
