Ok ... so for those that know me .. I have 2 kids .. a 4 yr old girl and a 10 month old son. Jordyn, the girl, will be starting Kindergarten in the fall for the '08/'09 school year. I can't help myself but feel somewhat sad. It seems like just yesterday I was holding her in my arms for the first time. I can't hardly believe just how fast time has gone, and it hardly seems fair. Maybe I more nervous for myself about this part of letting go. I don't think she's going to be the one with seperation anxiety...I will be. When I was pregnant with her I was scared of being a horrible parent, but I think every parent goes through that. Now, I can't imagine my life without her. It's amazing how much she has taught ME, and continues to do so every day. One of the greatest things about having children .... you get to relive your childhood all over again and have fun doing it. I knew the day would come that I would have to allow her to gain some independance and that I wouldn't be able to be there 24/7 like I am now. I just never imagined it would creep up on me like it has. Know this .. no matter if it's kindergarten or a senior in college ... she will always be my little girl.
