Fears
Please understand what I have to say,
It comes from my heart,
And grows deeper each day.
A life of joy and honest love,
I'd searched my soul,
And prayed to above.
Asked God to send someone for me,
Someone to love,
A love someone would see.
But many years had passed me by,
Prayers were all but lost,
I'd given up,
I'd accepted fate,
Too high was the cost.
A friendly chat was what I searched,
A laugh along the way.
A single thought,
A blinded hope,
To brighten up my day.
But heaven opened up it's doors,
And blew a gentle kiss.
I opened my arms,
Held tight my heart.
It carried things I could not miss.
You were on that kiss, God sent to me,
A gift a loving heart.
You carried warmth and joy within,
A wonder from the start.
Now months have passed,
And love has grown.
A fear so strong inside.
That God will call you back to him,
No place for us to hide.
To lose you now,
Would take my life,
And throw it to the dark.
An endless cold,
A lifeless life,
A never ending stark.
