Overall interests in life are living well. Treating others as they should be treated and hoping to get it back in return. If not, working on understanding that they may not know how to be polite and trying to keep from giving it back full dose to them as well. However, thats a daily struggle. Helping the less fortunate in anyway I can but that DOES NOT mean I just hand money out to folks. I get stuff for them not just blow my kindness to the wind. I feel strongly that people can help themselves its just a matter of wanting to. If your hungry enough, your going to get up off that couch and make something to eat or go get sum. Same with the rest of your lives. You want something bad enough and work hard to get it, then you double your chance on it right there. I think there's a lil good in everybody. You just gotta figure out how to get it out of them. Try not to hurt the one's I love and I try to tell them I love them everyday cuz you just never know. That includes my friends. I am a contact kinda person. I am not scared to give a hug to someone who's hurting even if its not easily seen. I HATE people who pick on the weaker. This doesn't just stop on the human level either. Now I'm not a real fur freak thats gonna throw red paint on ya for wearing a fur coat but if I see your purposely mistreating an animal, you best better run cuz I will get you for it.

I love making new friends and sharing with my old too. Keeps it fresh to have new mixed in. True friends last till the end. They will tell you the truth even if they know you don't want to hear it and it hurts. They are there to listen to ur every chaotic and whimsical thought or idea and to wipe away the tears and help you stand again. My friends are well worth the effort!

Your Heart Craves Love

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Lyrics | Disturbed Lyrics | The Night Lyrics


My interests in music vary as much as my moods do. I like anything really outside of opra. I listen to whatever makes my soul feel good at that time. I love to dance so gotta have a really good beat. But I like to watch others dance too. I was raised on a wide spectrum of music so listing favorites is out of the question. See my player for an idea of what I like. But it can range from country, bluegrass, folk, celtic, meditative, rap, hip hop, r&b, jazz, alternative, metal, pop, chants, etc.

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My movie choices are about the same too. However, I favor crime dramas, suspense, action, drama, comedy. And on the occassion a mushy, girlie, chick flick to make ya cry. Let's face it nothing like feeling confident and sitting down with one of those and realizing what your really missing in your life lol . Not saying that its too common anymore to find those kinda guys but its nice to daydream. My fav movie would probably be 'What Dreams May Come' then after that wow who can say. I mean I love Hannibal Lector (Anthony Hopkins)and Adam Sandler and Hugh Jackman (drools)right off the top. Not into snatchem & hackem flicks. Not cuz their scarey or bloody but cuz most times they seem to fake to me or too predictable. Guess thats why I like crime dramas & suspense. Anything with a good mystery to solve!

As for books, not a big reader. I do, however, enjoy the Terry Prachett Disc World series and Nancy Thayer books. Awesume Sci-Fi Fantasy! Not into collecting newspapers or magazines either. I do like to check out the latest ink mags and an occassional male skin but outside of that no interest there.

Crafts and such are more my thing. Like cereamics and hand crafts that are simple enough to do. Digital Graphix using Paint Shop Pro are another outlet for me. And if I'm really lucky I get to do some photography on the side. Otherwise cub scouts and my son keep me busy enough.

Let's see Idols...My Dad & Mom. They are my first and foremost. Without them I would not be where I am today. My son, who makes me realize on a daily basis just how challenging life is and yet how fun you can make it. Never get too old to laugh and cry at yourself or with others. Life has a bunch of little pleasures we tend to forget or over look as we get older and then remember them by the time it's to late. My grand mother, who god rest her soul, always seemed to keep me out of trouble with my parents and made me laugh when all I could do was cry. Taught me sum of the coolest and yet very odd things & had the best stories to share. She was my partner in crime when I had none. I miss her dearly. (wipes ma tears away) And she had a strange knack for knowing things in advance way b4 I did and be right. My friend Will, for taking me in and giving me a place to call safe. The love of my Life, Cory, who gawd only knows what rock I would be under now if it weren't for him and Will. Your the strength I have to face each new day and the gentle touch that keeps me from breaking. I am forever grateful you came into my life when you did. My AOD family that keeps the drama rolling and the heads smacked. My Karney peeps for making me laugh and giving me a break.Both keep me entertained cuz its never boring with them.Bree,Christi, DT, & Rikki my oldest bffs, for helping me see the lies,deceit, and cheats and getting past them.

My other idols would be our military forces. Soliders and their families. Being a military brat myself twice over, I commend them not only on what they do but having the strength to leave their loved ones behind to save our ass even the ones who dont deserve being saved. (ungrateful bratz)To them I salute you!

My friends new and old who put up with me even in my moods.
Strangers who fight daily with their own torments and continue to get up each day to continue fighting.
People who are smart enough to know when to say no when they really would rather not.

Be good to each other folks. Everyone deserves someone to love them even on their most shitty of days and thru their biggest mistakes!