how can one be a father to a baby boy who is far away in another state but yet stay a fiance to the woman who loves him in NC what can you say when everything that you say to the mother would only piss her off more when you can't say anything that will help who ius to blame that i ain't there through certain reasons and when i give her every chance in the book for near bout 6 months to live up to and when she finally comes around to wanting you you have found someone that you are willing to leave everything behind you for her what do you do everything seems as if it is a game to some but love is gone in one place and made it to another love is lost love is blind i want to be a part of my sons life but how can someone ask for something that you just cannot give at this moment in time my life is hard i just want to disappear for a while and go away to a place where there are no worries hakuna matata eh but till next time i hope no one takes offense to this i didn't mean it in any way bad but if so sorry you will survive i guess i'm just good at pissing someone off but as i say about most things that are as redundent as this would be WHO GIVES A SHIT i don't so hears a quarter call someone who cares
