i thought i was the only one that i knew that had his feelings screwed up my one brother that is in therapy for a shit load of problems stemming form our child hood and my other brother the one in the pics on my profile cant find love were me all i want is a master lol a woman to please and make happy someone to complete my family... but back to what i was saying i found out that im not the only one that cies because their about to kill.. i was drinking earlier with my brothers when one brought up the first fight he was in and he said it started like every fight i ever had. someone pissed me off enough to cry and i lost my mind. there is a time for crying if someone is dying/dead you cry i learnesd this from my dad a man dosen't cry so iff i look like im about to cry and you wanted to fight don't walk away cause you released the part that i cant control if theres a tear then its to late if my eyes water stop and if i look nervious run i've been thinking of ways to kill you and i found one... of course hat is only for the men women on the other hand my brothers and i see differently. all i want is to please her and when i look like i need someone to confort me then i want to be left alone i dont and wont allow myself to be truely hurt cause i live by what pauly shore said on in the army now "she was the only woman i truely love...... good thing im to shallow to let it affect me" but i thought that was strange we cant allow ourselves to cry so we will kill but as far as women jed(the brother i have a pic of besides levi) thinks women are pawns in life there to suck his dick his words to the t..... alex the one in therapy thinks all women are cheaters and should be beat till they except that their whores even if their not doing anything... and like i said i just want to be left alone when im down cause trust no one has found the words to cheer me up when im deppressed
