ive been a royal bitch the last few days unintestionly and my x has gotten the worst of it and i didnt mean to b so harsh and abrasive as she put it imunder a bunch of diffrent stressers and really not dealing very well i told her last night that it was always odd to me that shed fall asleep when we were talkig and she was drunk when i was trying to get her to answere a ? wich in retrospect is stupid bc by then normaly weve been talking for a while and drinking makes u sleepy after a while so dugh shes going to fall asleep but i hurt her feeling and no i feel horrible not how i wantd my birthday to go so this am instead of being happy as if i am trying to fix the mistakes i made lastnight not the most fun ive had the am of my bday o well thats what i get for being steessed o well hope all have a good day im going to try!
