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Dieing on the highway today
a day the fog formed, demons laughing at me
sitting on the hood of my car
counting on their hands the memorable moments I had
My crazy mother sitting in the back seat her face frozen in a scream of disgust
flies scurrying over her face frenzied
A gun in my lap
bullets littering the floor mat
flesh clinging to chunks of the windshield
a mangy dog runs in front of my overheating car
it's bones jutting out it's flesh
garbage blowing into my broken windshield
notes covered in blood from the past
"wish you were never born"
"I have always hated you"
"you were so easy to use"
as a porcelain skull swings west to east from the rear view mirror
Demons reach threw the broken windshield grabbing the wheel
my mother slides down the back seat, her head resting against the partly rolled down window
the demons tongues licking the sweat off my face
swinging the wheel back and forth
headlights start to flash at me
horns screaming into my ears
my mother screaming from her frozen face
"learn to drive and did you check your air pressure dumb fuck!"
It was quick with all the demons I let in my life
one unbuckling my seatbelt
never meant to wear it anyways
as the low pressure tires on the passenger side dug into the asphalt
and the car flew into the air
spinning, the gun casings swirling around me
my body whipping forward
my spine snapping out of my back
my head snapping back
my body lurching forward
diving from the front windshield
hitting the pavement face first
it drags along the right lane in a streak of blood, bone and flesh
a trail a half mile long
a clump of matted blood soaked hair left of my head
my gun spinning on the hot cement goes off shooting me in the torso for good measure
the demons dance around my body
as my car slowly spins over my dead body
black dirty oil swirling on fire over me
the heat welcome
the blackness calm
as my mom looks over my dead body
and sets down a small paper bag
"don't forget your lunch honey"
