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What are you waiting for?
I am filled with despair…my heart wrenching open…
I am my own calamity…my own poison… afflicting wounds I cannot retrieve…
And now, there is no cure for the broken heart that I have
Seeping deep…cutting too unfathomable… I have love and hope to give… I am daylight to the darkness….but my pain is too deep and cuts it wide
Hopeless…empty…lost…
Crying into the empty bed…I alone must share…
Theres no going back...
Theres no do-overs...
I am chained to my mistakes and ripped apart...
It's you I want to be with....
All I can think of is you...
All I want now is you....
My thoughts consumed with our possibilities...
My heart aching to be renewed by you....
My body longing for your touch.....
My mind lost to thoughts of you...
Empty...shattered....broken....scattered...
Where has it been taken to?
I cannot feel it any longer...
Emptied from within
Scattered throughout
Broken in pieces
Scattered about...
Lost and hurt...blinded by hope...
Wanting more...getting less...made worthless...
Youve taken it....you've stolen my heart....
And I am lost without it...bring it back to me...
I'm waiting...
I sense you're out there... You MUST be real. When seeing your smile gets my heart racing, how when I feel your touch I am complete. I ache for you to be real. Are you out there searching for me? I am incomplete without you, I rushed and settled for less and that's only torn us further apart. Yet I have hope...hope that we are meant to be together and in that we will find each other..
Until then I am left to dream of you...hope to be with you....
Until then...we're left waiting and dreaming of each other....
All I have is the fantasies I create in my mind of us together....these are my love letters to you....
My sweet....
I ache for you...
My mind breaks in the silence of waiting for you, tumultuous thoughts eroding away at my heart as i yearn for just one touch, the taste of your lips, the feeling of your arms around me.
When i close my eyes...all i see is you...i miss you yet we haven't even met...
The longing in me goes unwanted,unwarranted and bruised.
Do you think of me...as i think of you...waking up in passionate sweat seeing my face, but i am not there...
Come to me...i need you...
It's when I close my eyes that I am with you....
Your eyes skimming my body
Your hands caressing my flushed skin
Your strong arms pulling me close to your pleasuring physique
Your lips passionately stroking mine in an erotic rhythm
My mind lost in a daze of sensation
My body submissive to your control
My heart racing in a flurry of butterflies with nervous excitement
The deepest part of me aching for you to give me release...
Never wanting to open my eyes again..
Darkness enters...my mind is fogged...scared and confused...feeling lost.
What do I do now? My heart is open...bruised by thoughts..
Left to the blackness of the unknown...emotions scattered...givin out like a seeping wound...
Yearning...unanswered...
Wanting...unreciprocated...
Loneliness replacing all that is left....
Emptiness resides...as I wait....Hoping in you...
My mind preoccupied with endless thoughts of you
Like a welcoming plague seeping deep into me...
Consumed with heated fantasies of our lovemaking
Longing to wake up and fall asleep with you....
My emotions aching for reciprocated fondness
My heart enraptured by you...
Yet I am weak and fragile with fear....easy to break and hard to repair
Dreaming in the clouds...
No rush baby...I need to take it slow....just need to know if your for real.....
Because, my sweet...I can't help but have a crush on you...
Its when I close my eyes to sleep that I feel I am worth it all to you….
You actually miss me…
You long to be with me
Your heart skips a beat in anticipation just thinking about me
Your mind is foggy and clouded with an emotional high
You beleive I’m your soul mate
You trust in a relationship with me
You want more as much as I do
Then I awake…realizing I was just dreaming again…my breathing becomes shallow with the pain that breaks my heart into a million pieces…everytime….everyday...
I dreamt of you last night.....
Your hands caressing my skin, your warm breath tickling me as your tongue tracks along my body. The heat of your naked body roughly pulling me closer in a sensuous rhythm. The taste of your lips massaging mine as they combine in undeniable passion, your hands masterfully exploring as I lay willingly under you....
When I awoke I could still feel the heat of your body and the touch of your hands....my fingers longingly tracing the empty sheets...
