Yea im sitting here depressed out of my mind!
-My dog has to go to a shlter today because my ex husbands moving and cant keep him any longer
-im geting a divorce at 21
-i can't find a job and if i do i cant hold it for verry long!
It just seems like nothings working in my life and im tired of it I cant take it any longer!
My cousin who i love dearly is in jail and it sucks beucase shes the one i would clal when life got to be too much! Im such a week person and I want help I cant get through this on my owno feel hopeless and like theres no point to my life anymore- I cant do anything correctly
the only time i am happy is when im doing somthing destructive on my body like drinking or somthing!
I have to ask my dad to bring me to the hospital today so i can get some help and work on my life and get things together
In a way i dont want to beucause then i would be admitting all my faults for all my family to see and recognise they already tell me i have issues and need help and i HATE admitting they are right! Ugh its a gonna be a long way to happy!
