Death , not one but two .. two family members died this week ,
what is up with that? .. struggling to accept the first and along comes another , an Aunt .. not even sure which Aunt it is yet all i know is it hurts .. Why do so many good people die ?... and so many people who don't care about tohers live long happy lives, keeping others miserable..
it just don't seem right , they die too young ... and leave us behind hurting .... leave us behind crying .. looking at pictures and listening to stories to remember them by .. i just want to scream out why in an empty field .. life is so damn precious ... i wish i was home now .. just to be there and grieve with the family ... ain't this some bullshit ... ..