Dear Jerk,
Why did you have to break my heart
If you loved me like you said you did.
You hugged me and walked away,
I watched you get in your car.
But too soon was I to know,
It'd be the last time I'd see you.
I love you, I miss you
Why did you have to go?
I'd been calling for about a week
But you never returned my calls.
You came over to see me,
I said, "We need to talk."
I asked if things felt different to you.
You said, "No, why."
I said, "maybe it's just me,
I dont' know," and it got quiet.
Why couldn't you just be a man
And tell me how you felt.
Instead of acting like a child,
Ignoring me all the while.
Never again did I hear from you
Not even one returned call.
You left without a trace
And with you, took the keys to my heart.
Never did I love anyone
The way that I loved you.
I don't know what I did wrong
But I sure wish that I knew.
Then again, let me think.
I need to think this through.
Maybe it wasn't me,
Maybe it was you.
Love, Crissy
July 9, 2005